I’ve never written on here because I could never find the right words to express how sad and confused and hurt I was about losing one of my closest friends… But, something happened today that I thought was worth mentioning. I was driving next to a car that has the same DHEN bumper sticker as me and when we came up to a stoplight, we looked at each other and smiled, and I realized that Dillon was the only person who could make that happen. He taught me that it’s okay to smile at strangers and make them smile back. It’s really hard to accept that he’s not a physical presence in my life anymore, and I don’t think I have accepted it yet, but I do know that Dill is still a huge part of me. He’s still here and he stopped by to say hi to me today. Love you DH. Still thinking about you every hour of every day.